It's a Girl Talk: it's hurting me..='(

silly decision had been made by me today..
it's really hurt me but i won't let myself being a burden in his life anymore..
i don't want he do it just because to make me happy but at the other hand he actually not happy doing it(forced to do it)..
i had also block him from my Fb acc..
and i had tell him not to contact me anymore too(part that i really cant stand actually but no choice)..
hope this is the correct decision..+_+

really hard for me to let him go from my life coz we had been together about 6 to 7 years..

so many things we had faced together as a couple..

but maybe this is not our true happiness..

if we are really mean together, we will be together no matter what even though after a few years or after many things happen to us..
i really want to see he success in things that he really love to which is cooking and business..
i also want to see he get his car license(don't be so lazy to wake up early in the morning to make it OK dear)..
take care of yourself..get enough rest..reduce your smoking habit and eat a lot OK..and don't forget to take medicine and even going to see doctor if you are caught by fever(u are always caught by it every month)..
don't waste your money to buy a new handphone..spent it to buy camera that u tell me yesterday..
i'll not anymore telling you the same thing like before..

don't worry about me..i'll be fine here..
just like the song u make as a ringtone each time i'm calling u before..
Miss Independent by Ne-Yo..i'm OK and i'll try to smile juz like before too..
i'm gonna miss your voice,your joke,your laugh and even your 'lesung pipit' so so so MUCH!!!!
love you so much but juz accept the fact that u'r not born to be mine..=_=

if i can ask for my birthday present for this year,i would like to ask you to find the ring that i gave you..
the one that had lost..coz every time u wear it u'll remember me..
love you so much and hope it'll always yours..^_^